I will be 23 this summer.And I have been pissing my years away with nonsense and partying just pure bullshit.A dear friend of mine got me thinking.What am I doing with my life? Where am I headed? I don’t want to be stuck working in a titty bar my whole life serving drinks to horny guys who look at me as less of a human being.I’m looked at as a whore in society.I know what i want to do.I know what i want to be.Its just not that easy to get there.That’s the sad part.I do believe if you want something then you go for it and never give up.If you see yourself some where you want to end up, your going to end up there. I start now..
I think I was getting so caught up with the bullshit of it all and sort of got lost.Its back to reality.I have to get my shit in order.
Things I strive for. 1.) Start my makeup class.Being a freelance Makeup Artist.
2.) I love to sew,Putting pieces together.Embellishing,Using your creative mind to come up with new fashion.Start Sewing Again!
3.) Modeling! Alternative modeling,Print modeling,Advertisement. I want to get into modeling.I always have.
The bad thing about me is I start and don’t finish.If i finished everything that i started,..lets just say I wouldn’t be posting this.
This year is a new year. I’m telling myself to make it worth it.The first month is almost over.I am ready to do this.I just need a little motivation and some support.
I am doing this for me.
